This whole month has been nothing but drama filled.

Let's begin with family: My cousin Richard messed up the Dell, so everyone's stuck using their laptops. My sister doesn't have one, so she shares with me, my brother Omar, or Jeremy. On Friday the 13th, she came home and wanted to use the MacBook (the Japanese one), but I didn't let her because she needs to tend to her daughter and do the laundry. She threw a bitch fit, got ALL of my stuff, and threw it outside the hallway. The next day she went down to Home Depot, bought a new lock, and changed the lock to my room. What's worse is that her moocher boyfriend moved in MY ROOM and is using MY CLOSET!! My sister and I are now at war. We've been at war for more than a week. I overheard her made a rude remark about me that same day. She then shoved me out of the way. Knowing my fighting nature, I got mad and kicked her ass. My dad saw that the fight was getting brutal, so he broke it up and yelled at me for fighting with my sister. Three days later, she snuck into my mom's room (where I am now staying), stole 3 out of my 5 wallets, and threw them away in the trash can. I didn't realized it until I came home from Blake's house that same day and noticed that my sheets were fucked up. I wouldn't be surprised if this war doesn't end. I didn't start it, so I'm not ending it. I honestly don't give a shit if she's my sister. As for now (and maybe forever), I HAVE NO SISTER!!

Then there's friends: Last Wednesday, Blake and I found out that one of our closest friends died from cardiac arrest. That same day a friend texted me and asked if I wanted to hang out with him. I lied and told him that I couldn't because I was sick, but truth be told I was morning the loss of my friend. He was rushed to the hospital Tuesday afternoon and died Wednesday morning. On Friday Blake and I went to his funeral. We were asked to play one of Josh's (my friend who died) favorite songs by Dashboard Confessional called 'Screaming Infidelities.' We agreed, but Blake made me sing while he played the guitar. It feels weird not having Josh around. No one's there to drive me and Blake to the mall just to get gelato. No one's there to tell 'Your mom' jokes with me and Blake. No one's there to text me in the middle of the night telling me about the crazy shit he, Ryan, and Tyler did. No one to buy condoms and constantly remind me to use one and be safe. The last text (ok make that texts) I got from Josh made me cry. Here's what it said: "I'll love you even when I'm old and in a retirement home because my kids are too lazy to care for me. You're the sweetest girl that I've known and the awesomest Asian best friend I ever had. Hopefully we'll be best friends forever and ever and in the afterlife. You'll forever be Wing, the Asian girl who loves sexy sexy men. Lol! Krissy if I don't make it out alive, I want you to know that I love you. Be safe and use protection. I don't want little Blakes running around calling me Uncle Josh! xD Goodnight, Wing!" Josh was always there for me when I have problems and now that he's gone, no one's here to help me and Blake with the problems we have. It's hard for us (me and Blake) to accept the fact that he's gone. Why did he have to go? Why couldn't it be someone else? The only things I have to remember him by are the necklace he made me and the stud bracelet he got me. Rest in peace, Josh. You'll forever be in my heart. Josh Pierce (April 14, 1989 - November 18, 2009)

Sorry this update is short. I'll add more when I have time.